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cw: 3.1k words (dawg it was NOT supposed to be that long), brat! taming, oral (m receiving), face fucking, piv, overstĂm, dom/sub dynamic, dacryphilia, dub-con, punishment, breath play (kinda idk), Daddy (?) kink, creampie, spanking, pet names (baby, sweet girl, doll, mama, ma), no use of y/n, just plain debauchery.
No because Toji has to have his hands on you. Whether it be your hips, your back, your neck, your ass, hand holding, his arm around your shouldersâ anything to let him know you were in arms reach and close. It wasnât like he was a needy fuck, no, not some strict spouse that didnât let you do your own thing.
But when you were together, he wantedâ noâ had to keep you near, you needed to be together.
But today, since youâd left from your place and to the bar with friends, youâd been avoiding his touch.
Purposely.
Just wanting to test the waters out since you didnât mind constantly being close. He was your spouse after all. Unless you said otherwise, he could touch you anytime he wanted.
His hand went for your back for the sixth time tonight and there you were, silently shifting out of his reach as you went on and on to your friend about some twitter gossip he didnât give a fuck about. He was being oh-so patient with you but you were being a brat.
He looked over at you who acted as if all was well with the world and hysterically laughed to himself, fuck, you were good.
Toji put down his beer he couldnât be bothered to finish. His hand slowly making its was around your shoulder, you were trying to get out of his grasp yet again. But he snuggled you close, a casual look on his face as he replied to something a friend said. Heâd looked down at you with a glint in his emerald eyes.
âkeep it up.â
It was silent, unnoticeable to those around you.
Fuck, you were 10-0, you knew you were losing and had already lost the game you were playing. But sometimes you gotta shoot for the stars, aim for the moon, make a slam dunk when you donât even know the first steps to playing basketball!
So you went for an illegal home run on bullshit.
Avoiding Tojiâs gaze, his touch, his voiceâ hellâ going to get another drink you were gonna pass off to your friend just to get away from him. You were hitting all the bases, and with knowing smile, you jumped on home plate.
Imagine giggling and waving with a stupid grin on your face on national tv after losing the championship game knowing the coach was about to hound on you like the second raptureâ it was like that when the night came to an end.
You both said your goodbyes without any issue, Tojiâs hand at the small of your back like a gun.
âKeep still.â
He didnât need to say anything, you didnât have to try anymore, heâd give you what you wanted.
~~âą~~
âHmmaahh Tojiââ
âNo.â
âPapaaa.â
âGod damn, youâre so loudâ Shut. The fuck. Up.â
You regretted it.
Seriously, you regretted it.
If you had, had your lawyers (you) properly look over the legal documents (aka the current situation) before you signed it, they wouldâve snatched the pen away and burned it.
Counting.
A âgameâ Toji suggested you two play when you got back home. No matter how much music played, or the way Toji made casual conversation with you about your shared plans for tomorrow despite his knuckles turning white as he gripped the steering wheelâ there wasnât enough room in the car for you to say no.
The game consisted of you having to count to 100 as Tojiâs large hand laid excruciating slaps to your ass. It was fine the first ten but then you got to 20, and then suddenlyâ you groaned, gripping onto the older manâs pants leg. As if he, of all people, was going to save you from this situation.
âThirrty threeee.â
He scuffed, âDonât tell me you canât count. Start over.â
âWha- Toji!â
âI wonât repeat myself.â
Another painful smack. You hiccuped, looking back at Toji who was looking down at you emotionless. As if he was telling you, âWe can start again, it doesnât matter to me.â
âO-one.â
âKeep going.â
âT-twooo.â
You were slurring your words, tears coming out of your face and you lost count again around 40
But that wasnât good enough, heâd rangled you to the floor and on your knees (he knew your ass hurt and made sure to give you a quick break, a sweetheart :) ), forcing your mouth open without a care about how you felt and putting the tip of his swelling cock to your pretty, moisturized lips. Not wanting to make him any more upset, you opened your mouth. You expected praise because thatâs what Toji always did, but instead your head got pressed to go further down his manhood. You went to take the base of it with your hands but Toji slapped them away.
âKeep your hands to yourself baby. No touching tonight.â
And what the hell did that mean?
Even though a third of his girthy cock was in your mouth, and he was still gripping your hair to get closerâ thereâs no way he expected you to take all of him, thereâs absolutely no way.
âRelax your cute little throat, or Iâll shove it all in. Your choice.â
Shit.
âTheeeere you go, baby. Therrrre you go! Look like a fucking slut trying to take all âf me, good thing Iâm here help, right?â
Toji was big, too big. To the point, you couldnât breathe as he slowly gave you the last few inches of his dick. But fuck, the less you were able to breathe the more you relaxed. It oddly made you feel good. You could hear your clit pulsing as Toji pulled your head back, causing you to gasp and then shoving it back in before you got the chance to breathe. In and out, in and out, in and out, inâ
The man gripped the curls, that took you so long to define each and every strand, his cock leaking even more at the sight of you. You were so perfect. Hopless but perfect.
âYour pretty mouthâ shiitâ mustâve been made for this. All you wanted to do was take this dick. Haaa, prove tuh Papa how bad you are but you only want me to abuse that tight fucking throat of yours.â
You had precum falling down your chin to your breasts, his balls slapping against you every single time he thrusted into your tight ass mouth, you could hear the sound of squelching in your mouthâ it was filthy.
But the way Toji looked down at you, his emerald eyes looking as you were the scum of the earthâ God, you couldnât get enough of it.
Your nose was touching the black pubic hairs, your glanced up, his head thrown back, moans unable to escape him because you felt so damn good. That sight alone, turned you on further, a harsh moan coming around Tojiâs veiny cock.
You were a moaning disheveled, disgusting, mess after that. You felt good simply knowing you were the one making Toji lose himself around you. It wasnât helping the lack of air going to your brain. Your gummy walls were fluttering and hard, your brain felt foggy, all you could focus on was Toji and Toni ramming into your mouth like you were the only person on earth. You felt his cock twitch at the back your throat and suddenly, your mouth warm. Film to the brim with a thick, white substance.
âSwallow.â
Toji shoved you off of him and you fell to the floor. Gasping for air, cum dripping from your chin but your mouth was empty, and your cunt sopping in your panties, fucking clenching again and again for him. You werenât just trying to catch your breath from his thick member being in your mouth, your chest out disheveled breaths, your legs were shakingâ and Toji knew that lazy, stupid look like the back of his hand.
A deep, bellowed laugh came from the manâs stomach as he looked down at you. Youâd unknowingly came. Untouched.
âFuck, since when could youâ shit mama.â
He was shaking his head, delirious with the thought, you were complete and utter putty in his hands.
âAgain.â
âHuh?â
âCome on, suck it again. Youâre not done.â
Toji wasnât one to usually do punishments, there was no need to. You knew better.
But it was things like this that, in the grand scheme of things, werenât a big deal. But Toji always made it very clear to you when he was angryâ that it wasnât just bully!Toji fucking with you. This was asshole!Toji who was gonna drag you down to hell with him, the one who youâd think is calm but had a knife behind his back, the one you actually pissed off and the one who would make it so very clearâ you didnât need to try it again.
Your eyes were puffy from crying so much, snot kept trying to come out that you kept sniffing back up and rubbing away, full lips swollen from taking his large cock to the hilt, your ass was completely red, you could practically see the hand prints on your brown skin, bite marks and hickies only left around your thighs, and your poor, sopping cunt was sore. Your clit was begging for mercy.
Above all else, this whole time: Toji wouldnât hold you.
Wouldnât let you wrap your arms around his back or shoulders when he was drilling you into oblivion, wouldnât let you use his chest when you were riding him, kept your hands above your head or pinned them to the side, wouldnât kiss you or even bite you. He wouldnât even grip onto your hips for leverage as he was fucking from the back or as you rode him, only grabbing you by the hair or giving your ass a hard smack.
âNo. Take all of it.â
âStop it, you know how to move. Fuck it like itâs yours.â
âWe donât touch each other, now do we Doll?â
Youâd apologized numerous times already, saying anything that could come to mind that would make the man happy but, no. Toji wouldnât accept it, hell- he didnât even give the idea of your apology the time of day. Your movements had come to a sudden stop, taking a few deep breaths. You needed a break, a minuteâ maybe a vacation after this. The man had spent hours eating you out like Jesus at the last meal till you snatched his head away by his hair.
Another mistake.
Heâd had you sat in his lap, riding his cock, your hands hold your chest because âtouching isnât allowed.â He kept you cumming, kept you shaking, kept your whimpering for more, more, more.
It didnât satisfy you.
You hated how you felt, it made your heart ache, you felt nauseous. You felt unloved, detestable, abandonedâ even though you knew Toji loved you. How he adored every inch of you, and you him. The older man was right there, in arms reach literally, youâd been taking all of his borderline monster cock tonight, everywhere he wanted, but he wouldnât because you werenât a goodâ
Oh, fuck.
No, you were really gonna cry. Like hyperventilating, sobbing on the floor after a terrible day of work and you canât find the food your mind was dead set on eating cry. The sob was building in the back of your throat, more tears stung your eyes, your hands were shaking slowly reaching up his stomach. Trying again, the words unable to come out.
âPlease.â
Toji saw it, you were an inch shy from going into sub drop. He had looked like he was bored of you, but his eyes followed your every move. How your hips shook when he gave you one thrust to keep moving. Or how youâd tilt your head, curls following to the side of your face when you called out to him, for him to do anything to you.
Problem was, Toji didnât just want you to feel what he felt earlier tonightâ he wanted to completely ache for his touch. Even to go as far as pleading with the devil just for him to brush his fingers against your chin.
If you had to be a sobbing, babbling mess, so be it.
You were his to fuck up, his to fix, and his to discipline. And he wouldnât have it any other way.
Your weary eyes stuck on him, you looked so helpless, how precious, his sweet doll. Toji quickly put out the cigarette that heâd gotten half way through, motioning you over with one finger.
âCome âere.â
Hell.
You were having an outer body experience. You felt your body fall on him, the sob escaped without a second thought, you clung to him as hard as you could. Your nails scratching his lower back as he held you tight. The two of you were practically blending together.
âSorryy, âm sorry Papa- I-I-I didnât mean toooo!â
That was a lie, but he knew what you meant. Though you usually stayed in your lane, sure you pissed him off now and then, but you were his brat, werenât you?
â âS okay baby, but just donât like it when I canât touch you. Told ya that before, didnât I? You should listen to me next time, yeah?â
It didnât sound comforting.
It never was.
But when you were in his big arms, the smell of cigarettes and a hint of oak on him, his soft kisses on your teary cheeks, the sound of his heart beatâ you felt so reassured. Treasured. Cared for.
He hummed, sitting you up, still sitting on his fat, pulsing cock. He took your pretty face in his calloused hands, thumbs gently at the fallin tears. You leaned into his touch, fuck you loved his hands. So big, warm, veins all over them, they could be so sweet sometimes but so damn mean. Regardless of what happened, youâd be craving to feel them.
âWhatâs the safe word, [+]? Tell me.â
You sniffed, âdear.â
The older manâs hands slowly went down your sides, to your bruised hips, gently rubbing circles with his fingers.
âWanna say it? âS okay if you do. Big girls say it.â
The room was still, the only sound was the both of your breathing and your soft sniffles. You kept rubbing your face, trying to get yourself together after being at your lowest and then being brought back up. Your hand gripped onto Tojiâs bicep, just trying to feel him, any of him.
âDonât need to. Iâm okay.â
âYeah?â He hummed, âThen whatdâya wanna do baby? Whatever you want.â
Your voice cracked, it was embarrassing but who gives a shit? You needed him. You were desperate for him.
âFuck, need you to hold me Toji!â you mewled.
Like a switch, the man was on you. Yanking you back down to him, slamming your hips down on him while thrusting up into you like his life depended it.
He loved snapping his hips up to meet yours, the gorgeous sight of your ass and hips rippling was droll worthy. He rasped, âAttaa girl, haaa, atta. fuckin. girl. Handle it so well ma. â
âToojiii!â Your eyes rolled to the back of your head, mouth agape as you took every harsh thrust against your cervix. It was all so much, your chests pressed against each other. Tojiâs breath was right your ear, biting your earlobe then sucking the sensitive area, his hands holding your two sore ass cheeks, using it as leverageâ just what you needed.
âLove you! Iâ hmmmâ love you, fuckin love you Papa! Sooo mu-ughh!â
âI knoooow mama,â he snickered, you were such a love sick baby, âbein so sweet fâ me. I love you baby.â
You moaned at his words, your heart swelling right along with your cunt. Pussy clenching around him and he groaned. He slammed you down on him even faster, even swiveling your hips around so you could cum.
âTojââ
âFuck, come on sweet girl, know you want to. Get there, hfff- fuckin make a pretty mess like you always do.â
You felt your lungs leave your body, quickly patting Tojiâs shoulder as you quickly sat up, shattering around his dick. But Toji wouldnât let you go, sitting up further against the headboard of the bed, taking your legs and throwing them over his biceps, his hands gripping into the two mounds of your bruised ass. Tip rubbing your folds that were crying ones, filled with plenty of white tears.
Toji eased his monster dick back into you, your mixed cum gushing out of you getting a moan out of him. He was drunk off you.
âToji- ca- aagh! I canât.â You hiccuped, using your hands to try and take him out of you. But he held you tighter putting your foreheads together with a huff,
âYou can, hmm- shiit babyâ you will.â
He was already slowly, slamming you down as hard as could. Your gummy walls, basically begging the older man not to let go of him. You two were huffing and puffing in each otherâs open mouths, one of your hands going around Tojiâs shoulder, the other griping his jet black hair that felt so nice between your fingers.
âGonnaâ gotta give it to you just how you need, huh mama? Hmmâ fuck meee babyâ Just needed your Toji to set you straight.â
Your toes curled, a âyes papa.â Leaving your pretty dark pink lips.
âShitâ kiss me Doll. Kiss me while you cum on my cock.â
Your lips immediately went to his, deliriously molding his pink lips to your two tone ones. It was sloppy, his tongue was at the back of your throat, you could hear how fucking wet it was a yards away. A string of saliva forming every time you pulled away for air.
His thrusts were slow, but they were so fucking mean, kissing your cervix every time he slammed you back down to the base of his cock, then lifted you up, up, up so the mushroom tip was almost hanging out then back down, so you would feel every. single. ridged vein, every pulse that ran through his manhood.
Your climax is like a punch to the gut, you scream into Tojiâs mouth and he bit your lip. Immediately tipping over at the feeling of your walls clutching onto him like you needed his milk.
Your body shook as the black dots in your eyes consumed you. Toji brushes your hair back, fully enamored at the sight of you, leaving tender kisses around you neck and chest, heavily breathing from everything you two have just done.
âGood fuckin girl.â
#tojisteddy presents#toji x reader smut#toji smut#jjk x reader#toji fushiguro#jjk toji#toji x reader#x poc reader#poc reader#black reader#x black reader#toji oneshot#first time writing about sucking#I did RESEARCHđ€đŹ#lmk what yâall think#toji x y/n#toji#heâs manhandling out of love
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elphaba should have been on social media. your mutual constantly warring nastily for her life against the same three anons. always locking and then unlocking to tell someone that a comment like theirs ought to get them killed and then being like Really what did i say that was so bad. when people start dogpiling her over it. otherwise she's mostly chill and posts vegan recipes and talks about how her cat Malky is such a funny and particular beast. she would be like Well since twitter is going down the hole if any of my mutuals want to find me again look to the western sky
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spending any amount of time on twitter is like walking slowly towards the chernobyl elephants foot
#i just want to see peoples art i feel like fanart is so hard to see here now bcus ppl get demoralized when nobody reblogs it#but like otherwise i have to go on TWITTER#its genuine hell#anyway people are talking about how izzy dying is somehow the worst thing anyone has ever done and it erases any good that came from ofmd#yknow the show with one of the most diverse casts and crews ive ever seen in my life thats about middle aged gay romance#but yeah killing off the morally gray character who most of the fandom hated last year negates every bit of good the show ever did#legitimately fuck off#i think we all need to take some media literacy classes PLEASE#cus like wtf do u mean he died for no reason it was practically spelled out in all his big speeches in the last ep#and it was foreshadowed the whole fucking season!!!!#just cus u couldnt see it doesnt mean it wasnt there#and just because u didnt understand what the show is trying to do doesnt mean its bad writing#grow tf up PLEASE jesus christ#thanks for coming to my ted talk#anyway
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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Vampire Mercedes lore doodles (and vampire Lorenz bullying)
#carrying over my posts from twitter choo chooooo#these were stewing on twit for a bit cuz I had other doodles I wanted to doodle#BUT ALAS even doodles take time and energy. maybe in 3-4 months from now#2023 art#fe3h#mercedes von martritz#Lorenz Hellmen Gloucester#in this AU mercedes can go outside and enter rooms and stuff she just cannot see her reflection#lorenz cannot eat certain things but otherwise hes good to go#well that and the blood drinking stuff#i can't write fics but i would like everyone to imagine in their head the comedy hijinks of Ingrid Felix and Ashe trying to hunt a vampire#while Mercie Annie and Sylvain are like woah vampire?? so weeeeird#Annie knocking over and smashing things into every mirror while mercie stands there like#'you could have also just put a sheet on it...?â#meanwhile Dimitri is fighting his own demons he has no idea what's going on communication is dead just like his dad#Lorenz going on a lore dump about Gloucester's history w vampires#hilda rolls her eyes but when she looks over at Claude he's furiously taking notes the absolute nerd
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Why are people always so shocked when South Park handles a topic well?? Iâll see so many articles that are like âwow even SOUTH PARK is calling you guys outâ tf you mean? Theyâve BEEN doing this??
#Iâve seen fans of the show do this too#like why do people act like this show is nothing but a bunch of hateful nonsense???#I canât help but wonder at times if some people here even LIKE the show because a lot of what Iâve seen makes me think otherwise#itâs one thing to be critical of the show (and you probably SHOULD be in all honesty)#being a fan of this show doesnât mean you canât acknowledge its flaws#there are a lot of things in this series that absolutely couldâve been handled better or aged poorly etc#but DAMN some of yâall I swear (mostly Twitter people)#like I once saw someone complain that the show has antisemitic jokes???#uh hello??? are you new here??#You donât have to LIKE it Iâm just saying#why are we surprised when a show known for being offensive is offensive??#I also just think people need to learn the difference between the show making poor writing choices (as they definitely have) and having#personal preferences#Not EVERY decision made in the show you donât like means itâs bad writing#sorry I didnât mean to go off of a tangent lmaooo#people just be getting on my nerves sometimes đđđ
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wip of something that might never see the light of day
#wip#the fun part about having a cervical disk degeneration is that I can't draw for more than 30 minutes without feeling like im going to die#and that's why 99% of the shit i post is unfinished work or shitposting/meme cuz they are much faster/easier to make#I also just wanted an excuse to draw telemachus again cuz I want him to have the fluffiest hair in the world and idc if nobody agrees#I'm always picturing animatics of the songs in my head but I don't have the patience to actually make them#so instead I just scribble random scenes that I would like to see in said animatics#anyways if anyone want to donate a new spinal cord to me I'll pay you 50 cents and a pan of brigadeiro#was this wip post just an excuse to vent about my cervical pain? most probably but we can pretend otherwise#anyways I usaully post wips and unfinished shit on my bluesky if anyone is interested: @llamapallooza.bsky.social#and none for twitter. bye.
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âRose, oh roses, grant me my wish. Blooming from the stone, the Golden Rose sang to me.â
âAn exiled scholar once cultivated these roses specifically to survive the desert.âŠbut something so special should be regarded alongside someone worthy of its beauty. Delicate, yet strong. For your personal archivesâŠ.â
âpersonal archivesâ because my s/i is an archivist at the akademiya, and now here it is in our teapot bedroom muahaha
#â.àŒŠàżàœŒâș đ đłđȘđđźđœđ±đȘđ¶#i was so blown away when i got this back ueue i adore it#ft. the golden rose like from the desert quest hehe i have it in our room in my teapot too (*áŽÍËŹáŽÍ)ê€#okie stop here if u don't wanna read my ss rambling#//////////#im vry much a romantic & luv to be charmed n whisked away into something wonder-filled n spectacular n grand#but i also like tht this is not ⊠That âŠ. and was instead nurtured from smthg small#i wld say im fun n flirty but only when there are no real feelings on the line otherwise i am TERRIBLE at expressing that lolz#so i think these quiet hours reserved just for us are so delicate n special becus#mayb there IS no need to hide n tht is what makes these moments so intrinsically intimate to meeee !#but i think the Years long span going from akademiya era rivals -> friends -> post-aq lovers is what makes it so perservering#growing strong enough tht the roots have crawled n curled n dug its way into every corner of our hearts âĄ#this was ridiculously soft *throws up* bye#illustrated by mozzachiz on twitter âĄ
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waow
#before anything else i must warn this is going to be. unorganized thoughts mostly#in the last year or so ive tried to regain confidence that i am in fact plural and am not just faking it#or mistaking other symptoms for DID. shake off the denial y'know. as is so signature for this damn disorder#a diagnosis probably wouldnt even make me feel more sure lol. and also getting diagnosed for this specifically is like#the final boss of psychiatry to put it lightly lol#but when it quiets down in headspace ur always gonna feel like. maybe its over. whatever that was#it was just me and brandy for a while#but guess who had a godawful night and then a godawful morning and split a new alter âŒïžâŒïžđ„đ„đ„đ„#he hates it here! he might hate me for creating him! im not sure !#hell im not even rly sure if im juno or brandy rn lol. my mind is just so messy today#i woke up.. when did i wake up. like 9:30 i think and its 1pm now and i haven't gotten out of bed#i don't even remember all that time passing . i couldve sworn its only been like an hour. two at most#on the one hand this has all been kinda terrible and mentally exhausting but at the same time. hey cant say im faking now LMAO#the other hand is brandy. the other hand is absolutely brandy. i am tired lol#im only posting this here so i can just like. process it i guess#ive had a weird time finding an outlet to just spew random thoughts into since leaving twitter so. sorry#idk if anyone's expecting this of me but i always kinda feel like i need some level of professionalism on this account#keyword some. i know this is tumblr#but idk if these very open posts are. annoying? weird? uncomfortable? entertaining somehow?#i know I know theres no point in worrying abt how others percieve you . knowing that hasnt stopped me from doing it lol#i dont remember where i was going w this. maybe i didnt have a goal in the first place#idk if you read this far i dont rly need u to act like u didnt see it cuz like. wouldnt have posted it otherwise#but idk why i am posting. idk what i want out of anyone who has read all this#maybe just. interact w this post in some way idk. it's actually kinda grounding for me if you can believe it#bleghh im thinkin of cheating on my weed break just to treat myself after all this. weed + a long walk would fix me
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Today marks the one year anniversary of one of my favorite fics: Like Sand Between your Fingers by @eternalmomentss !!
Whatâs more romantic than traveling through time and space with your rival? No idea
Hereâs a close up of their faces
This fic has rearranged my few brain cells in the best way possible (I want to go crazy over it, but maybe another day..) Anyways, this is a redraw of a drawing I made celebrating its finale!! (Before I actually had a proper blog lol) I hope you can notice improvement-
#actually the only reason I ever got tumblr was to share my drawing with her#otherwise I think I wouldâve just joined twitter#anyways this fic is awesome and it makes me go insane just think about it#I took a lot more creative liberties eternal I hope you still like it lol#idk where you are rn but I hope that youâre having the best timeszone ever hehe#I love your fic and I hope you know that it and your replyâs to my crazy comments seriously made my days#YOURE THE BEST EVER#goro akechi#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#shuake#akeshu#persona 5#vâs art
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I was just thinking about how Barou would be a brat tamer.
First of all, he likes being the best and the one in control at all times which extends to his relationships. He is "The King" after all. He has no time to deal with your attitude, he is on a schedule and you will not disrupt that. However, if you do end up disrupting him? You're in for it. You leave your stuff lying all around the house he spent his Sunday cleaning? Oh you're really in for it. You question his authority or the way he does things, especially in front of people? Bye, you're in so much trouble. He likes submission, praise that he is the best at everything he does, and most of all, he wants everything to be done a certain way. He's not one to skimp on your punishments and he does not give a lot of slack to your leash (metaphorical or literal). You may get a warning from him. Maybe. Just one. However, sometimes you don't even get that before he's correcting your behavior.
His favorite method of punishment is a good, classic spanking. It's effective and he's quite strong, his hand leaving angry red prints and sometimes even welts. He'll bend you over his knee and make you count each harsh slap to your skin. If you really did something against the rules he sets for you, he'll spread your legs roughly after your spanking and give one firm smack to your cunt just to punctuate his point. That always gets the scream and whimper combination he loves to hear when he's punishing you. Depending on what you did to warrant punishment could also affect the method. For example, you were mouthy to him today, talking back to him in front of his teammates. Absolutely not. For that discretion, he took you back into the locker room and fucked your throat raw, using it as his personal little fleshlight and fucking it until he spilled himself into your mouth. You waited, mouth open showing him, allowing him to spit into your open, cum filled mouth, before swallowing only when Barou gave his permission. He never punishes you by fucking your cunt--to him, that's a reward no matter what and if you were being a brat, you definitely don't deserve that. However, using your body for pleasure only he receives? That constitutes a punishment.
#I also think if youâre not a brat that heâs gentle because heâs scared heâll break you otherwise#and he treats you like a delicate little princess#until you beg otherwise#but he has no preference between good girls and brats#he just handles them differently#for the record#I do NOT simp Barou#I just keep having ideas involving him#and twitter keeps showing me the hottest fanart of him with his hair down#and he's huge#and we aren't going to talk about it#he's number one on the denial list#babybird.bluelock#barou x reader#bluelock smut#bllk barou#barou shouei#barou shoei x reader#bluelock x reader#barou smut
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As a Jensen fan I fucking love JIB, I know it can be the wankiest of cons and the person who runs it is a total shit but it's also the only con where Jensen gets solo panels, or panels with Rob or Richard and it's all mixed up and we get to see a bit more of their friendships on stage. Misha fans don't know how lucky they are, every single Creation con he gets solo panels all to himself, where he can talk and not have the extra tall one annoy everyone. You can watch his panels and not have to think about editing the other person out. We only get that at JIB! Once a year! I'd love it if we could get that else where, but right now it's JIB or nothing, so yeah excuse me for not joining in the JIB is meh this year opinions, I am revelling in all the new Jensen content and news about what he's doing next.
#jensen ackles#bitter jensen girl blogging#jibcon 2024#oh and there was buzz actually all about jensen at least#he was trending on twitter and there's loads of excitement about his news#like i get misha wasn't here this year so it didn't have cockles but it's disrepectful to say the whole weekend was meh or pointless#just because misha wasn't there#like the rest of the cast don't matter#do we go around saying cons with no jensen are meh or pointless? we don't say that about cons misha goes to without jensen#the whole world doesn't revolve around misha and things can still be fun without him#saying otherwise is basically being like a jared stan#they used to say the exact same thing#that anything without jared which often involved jensen was worthless without jared there#so like maybe don't be like them?
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augh . this show
#i have a tendency to get REALLY attached to one character from every show I'm interested in#to the point where my perspective of the show is kinda warped by their views#like if they hate a character i'll hate the character that kind of thing#and this is fun most of the time. a pleasant enough experience#certainly an interesting way to go abt it lol#but this time#I got attached to Peri#so what comes with that is. I like Hazel. I like Cosmo and Wanda a lot. And I also like DEV a lot#(he's also just a great character so far in general)#and I've come to really like where i THOUGHT Peri and Dev's dynamic was going#but some of the staff on twitter are saying some Mysterious things#and implying that Dev's just gonna be Proper Evil for a while. even beyond the series finale#and it's really throwing me off guard#like if he's gonna be evil then I feel like he and Peri are just gonna hate each other? but i like the idea of them getting along#so now it's just. twisting my mind in different directions#i don't think i'll ever HATE Dev even if Peri does. He's a very interesting and compelling character#but still#anyway if they really do end up making Dev a longstanding villain i just??? i don't think that's the best choice for the series#especially considering it's a KIDS CARTOON#saying ''this kid is mean but he has the potential to be good :)#unfortunately he won't be. he's evil now!''#like huh. what kind of message is that for kids#i hope this is just them tricking us lol. intentionally misguiding us#bc otherwise... mmh... idk
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hi đ
#rambling#hi đ#i know its been a while since i've posted#but i still lurk on here regularly :p#i dont really care to create content or scroll+rb anymore#but i'll keep in touch through dms if anyone wants to <3 or we can exchange discord infođ#i've become more active on twitter? đ€Ąđ€ź but i still feel more comfy typing long rambles here lmao#theres a lot of ateez stuff if u end up looking at it#i been going through stuff the last few months :p#N E WAYS i've decided that i wanna leave my job in a few months đ#and the stress of it made me wanna come back here and use this blog like a diary đđ#i mean. it feels like it's the right time for me to leave#it's just the anxiety of not knowing >.<#also job huntings the worst đ€źđ€źđ€źđ€ź#but im ready for a change ^^#and i wanna be optimistic!! so im manifesting that the whole ordeal goes smoothly and im not unemployed for long!!!đ#if u read all this. i love u and i hope u have an awesome week!! :) đđđ#also reply with something good that happened to u recently!#celebrating u would help cheer me up rn :')#otherwise. have a good night! see u space cowboy
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ngl ive been thinking abt moving back here and being primarily active here again. the bot followers on twitter are starting to piss me off real bad
#ill still be using twitter ofc its kinda hard to stop using it when its so easy to get news on there rly quickly#but otherwise im thinking abt mainly posting here again... i havent been going on twitter that much lately anyway..........#its just funny how i moved to twitter in like 2018 bc i thought it was nicer to post on and then some rich douchebag took over#now the site is just a huge piece of shit like he is#i know its not much better here but at least i dont have to deal with bots đ#whatever. ill fink abt it#i dont have much to post anyway ive been spending most of my free time playing video games. and by video games i mean honkai star rail#if i feel like it ill talk abt my sillies here i suppose. maybe ask me abt things. idk#ask me abt gallagher ill write an essay for you#allyrambles
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I do understand the urge to circle the wagons and get defensive when someone starts asking questions with strong conservative-worldview vibes, but I think there is potential benefit to meeting them where they're at and responding to the question they actually asked in ways that might invite further thought and discussion rather than aggressively telling them to change their entire worldview immediately or fuck off. And I would appreciate if, when I try to do the first, people did not so often immediately come in swinging in reblogs/replies/[insert platform-appropriate follow-up here] to do the second.
#i have had it happen on tumblr and on twitter when i had it and now on reddit#like! is my approach always going to work? probably not#but i would rather treat someone as asking in good faith until proven otherwise#especially when all signifiers i'm aware of are that This Is A Kid
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